Hatred For Life

2008-01-20T18:41:00.000+08:00

As usual, the very good friend of mine helped me to upload the pictures. So, to show my gratitude towards her, I have decided to treat her to a sumptuous meal. On a lighter note, there are still more pictures coming up so stay tuned. But i guess it would still be quite sometime till I next blog.

The night was spent at Zouk/Phuture. My very first time there. Drank at zouk before proceeding to phuture. As usual, five-tened with Ribena Vodka and Whisky dry. Ribena Vodka was damn chilled and consuming it at one go with the rest caused me to have instant brain freeze. The unlucky me kept losing and so, drank quite a bit. Felt high after a while. Sadly, I didn't get to try my all time favourite Bitter Lemon Vodka. Well, there would surely be a next time. Probably at dbl-o for that favourite. Phuture-ed and was feeling slightly tired. Left at around four and slept on the way back.

That's all folks. Shall upload the pictures when I have it and when i don't feel lazy to do it. Got to study for my Business Law test already. Wish me luck!

2007-12-26T00:47:00.000+08:00

CLUBBING ANYONE?!

I'm really bored. I'm desperate to club. I need a place to drink and dance til i forget everything and act like some crazy dude.

I'm Bored. I'm troubled. Life's fucked up and i'm sure i'm not the only one feeling this way thus i'm not going to whin here. What can i say? This is life......... HOHOHO belated merry xmas to everyone.

2007-11-29T21:04:00.000+08:00

Cool! I watched enchanted today. Was a really nice show. I want my future girlfriend to be totally like the princess! How adorable. Cute and innocent, singing every moment.

I passed my final theory.

Home alone from now til monday.

Blogging is boring. I need a girlfriend desperately but im not desperate for girlfriend. Flirting with gary now. That's what lonely guys do together!

2007-11-27T22:58:00.001+08:00

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2007-08-20T00:58:00.000+08:00

Professor Lek will be giving you people an interesting lecture today. The topic for today's lecture will be " The underwear-liked password"

I hope you people enjoy this meaningful lecture of mine unless of cause you are those that like to share your underwears, has this fetish for people who simply do not change their underwear, love short and sexy underwear or those who loves to leave your underwear lying everywhere.

2007-08-17T19:24:00.000+08:00

A picture drawn by Carlee Bong a.k.a Gary Wong a.k.a Gay to illustrate my real life situation

2007-04-29T01:33:00.000+08:00

2 years since i know you. Had really much fun mapling with you.. chattin with you.. Thankz for all the surprises u have given me.. All the happy times we spent 2gether. Thank you. Guess everything's over. sigh..

2007-04-02T19:10:00.000+08:00

Living in this world can really be a PAIN IN DE NECK sometimes.

Zzzz. Anyone there wana make some quick buckz? You can make (100 million mesos + a thousand sgd) by just killing me. Add me in Msn for further elaboration.

No scamming allowed! Burn the blood of scammers in both the reality and virtual world.

2007-04-01T19:50:00.000+08:00

Its been ages since i last blog. Sorry guys was chionging my 0oFe4rLeSs to lvl 120~

Hm.. actually i got nothing much to blog about. Has been training non stop for omost 3 weeks. Spent at least 10 hours a day training. 29 hours max. LoL.. What can i say? I'm a no-lifer.

Celebrated birthday for a maple friend yesterday at swensen. Happy birthday diabios! Had really much fun comparing girls (as a whole ) nowaday with the past. Realised a lot of thing but its better not to be mentioned here!

So long never blog.. Don't really know what to blog.. Til next time! Take care my friend!

2007-03-12T22:08:00.000+08:00

Firstly, I wana thank Ivan Lim for going all the way to the IT fair at suntec city to help me chose a laptop, after which travel all the way to my house(pasir ris) to help me start up and download and set all the necessary stuff for my laptop. He finished at about 11+pm and went back home(woodlands).

*The thing is he has work the following day and is willing to help me til so late! Touched!

He's so into helping me that he looked into every single detail to make sure that the laptop is worth buying that the sales lady thought his the 1 who's interested in gettin the laptop.

Haha. Ok then. I shall end here and ivan! Thank you so much! Really appreciate it. Haha.

2007-02-28T23:30:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to you~ Happy birthday to you~ Happy belated birthday to Qingyan! Happy birthday to you~

So sorry for the belated blessing from me. Haha. Hope you enjoy the treat and present and also the company from us all! 18 years old liao! Old liao. Dying soon. Haha. Well, hope you find a nice guy soon and i wish you good luck in everything you do! Stay cheerful!

2007-02-20T00:38:00.000+08:00

Hm.. New year's coming to an end. Time to look for a job. Our clique have not met since the last paper. Quite upset. Everyone's not free. Life's getting quite dull and boring.. Hopefully i can get a job with short working hours and high pay. Hahaha..

Hm.. Guess what, I bought CONDOM from 7-11 today. ZzZz.. I can say that it's the most embarassing thing i've ever done in my life. The cashier was like looking at me with that ( OMG ) face and giggling at me. Lol.. But then i would say it's quite fun and exciting. Now we know what you can do during the game True or Dare.

Hm.. Did i mention why i buy the Condom and what is it for? Hm.. I think not.. What do you think? Haha..

2007-02-16T23:49:00.000+08:00

Not in the mood to blog today.. Shall say about my experiences of selling flowers another day.. Doubt i will be blogging for a while.. I hereby wish everyone a Happy New Year..

2007-02-15T23:31:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday Wesa! Hm though its really weird how we got to know each other. But you're a sweet lady luh. Don't be upset due to the fact that you can't grow taller anymore. Haha. Somehow we got to know each other again after 10 years! I mean i don't know how i got ur msn and how u got mine either. But realise that both of us stay in Pasir ris! Then both went to pasir ris primary school. REALISE THAT WE STAYED IN THE SAME BLK BEFORE and lastly i went to your house and you came mine before. But that was when i was in primary 2. Such coincidence. Really freaky. But anyway, I wish you a very very happy 17th birthday and may you stay happy and be the luckiest and most fortunate lady on earth!

Shall blog about my flower selling experiences! Stay tune!

2007-02-13T22:07:00.000+08:00

Haha. I work as a promoter in Isetan today. Went to promote flowers. Not a bad day. Sold over a thousand dollars worth of flowers. Haha. Thinking bout it. It's so gay for a guy to sell flower. Somemore it's really hard for guys to sell flower. Firstly, it will be mainly guys who will buy flowers for their girlfriend. Thus, girls can use their charm to attract guys to buy. Some guys will even buy the flowers and give it to the girl selling the flower as a gift. Secondly, a guy simply turns off when asked to buy rose by a guy ( unless they are like gary ).

Had a partner named melory or something. Never ask her how to spell. She's not a bad lady. She's eloquent and sweet. Had fun working with her. Kept entertaining me. Lol..

Tomorrow will be the last day for me as a promoter. Leg's really sore. Had to stand 12 hours straight. No chairs supplied. It's crazy. However, It's really fun when there's customer. Looking forward to tomorrow.

2007-02-11T22:09:00.000+08:00

Guess what people. I worked today. I help my friend with ( Door - to - Door ) delivering of flyers. We work for 3 hours ++. To every single household. Climbing up and down the stairs and guess what. I earned 10 bucks. LOL. Ironic isn't it.

Body's really aching. Shouldn't have went jogging in the morning. I will definitely have a good night sleep tonight.

I think i'm falling in love.. Oh yes people, I am not a gay.

P.S. : Gary must be delighted upon seeing this. LOL

2007-02-09T23:11:00.000+08:00

Life's just so cruel. Recently, I heard from my mum that my aunt and his husband is getting divorce. Her husband has a mistress outside and the most ironic thing is that he actually kept borrowing money from my dad and even from his wife to support that mistress of his. This really show how selfish and **** up some people can get. I seriously feel so upset for my aunt. She used to be a really cheerful person. One that can make you smile just by looking at the way she talk but now.. She's no longer that cheerful aunt that i used to know.

After so many things happening to me and people around me, it really make me lose hope in finding a girl that will truely love me and care for me. TRUE LOVE DON'T EXIST ANYMORE! Girls are just looking for guys with never ending money supply and Guys are just looking for girl who is pretty and can provide them wif enough pleasure. ( Though thats not wrong. I did not say it's wrong ). After all this, i truly truly understand that it's almost impossible to find true love in this materialistic world anymore.

Every now and then, whenever i see couples where the guy or the girl is doing so much for their other half, it reminded me of myself. ( What i use to be and swear i will never be ). Its not worth doing so much because its inside us to never treasure what we have until we lose it.

For anyone whose reading this, still.. i want to tell you people. Please learn to treasure and appreciate for if you don't, i can assure you that you will regret in future. Never ever take things for granted. If everyone is to learn how to appreciate, i promise that you will be a happier person.

But right now.. LIFE STILL SUCKS

2007-02-07T21:43:00.000+08:00

Had my last paper today and went off to marina square to celebrate with my friends after that. Gary, Ivan, HERMAN, Shaun, Kamae, Jessica and Qingyan. It was really upsetting than Zongwen wasn't there with us. If i don't remember wrongly, the only time when all of us went out together was during our class gathering.

9 weeks of holidays. I'm gona work hard to earn money for my Finland trip! Hopefully, the few of us will all be goin to Finland. That will be so fun. Playing and studying there.

The thought of splitting of class next year simply turns me off. zzzzz

Hopefully all of us will still be in the same class.

2007-02-04T21:34:00.000+08:00

Went to ivan house today but ended up slacking from 1pm all the way to 7pm instead of studying for stats. Sigh.. temptation > motivation will result in 4 guys playing computer games and watching movie in ivan's room.

Reached home at about 9pm and guess what. For the 1st time in my life i've actually tidy up my room. I swept the floor, wipe my table and everything that could be found in my room. Spent more than 4 hours doing it. I've finally realise how noble my mum is to handle all the housework by herself. I promise i'm gona lighten her burden by taking good care of my own room.

Well, people from all side of Singapore (North, West, East) will be coming to my house to study tomorrow. Hopefully we wouldn't end up slacking like today. Haha..

2007-02-03T21:13:00.000+08:00

Had a really meaningless day today. Woke up at 12pm, played o2jam and maplestory til 4pm. Went bac to slp and woke up at 6pm. Went to msn til 7. Watched Hercules (cartoon movie) til 9! Sigh.. Once again, i am feeling so empty within me after watching that movie.

Hm.. I got to know this girl from maple and turn out that she too stay in pasir ris, went to the same primary school as me and the most amazing thing is that she used to stay in the same BLK as me! Such an coincidence. Singapore's really small i would say.

Well, time to rest. Gona replenish energy for the mugging of stats tomorrow.

2007-02-02T21:49:00.000+08:00

Watched a Korean movie and also shi xiong di (drama series). I'm really starting to hate watching TV. After seeing how touching and how strong their love is for one another, how happy their ending is, it makes me feel so empty. Don't you find it ironic? I mean such strong love is almost impossible to find in real life. This world is already miserable enough for us to live in and yet those shows! Its like adding salt into our wounds.

However, i still wish that i could find a gal that will truly love and care for me. I am willing to give up anything for her. Guan ying ma if u truly exist, please allow me to find that girl soon. If i really do find such a wonderful girl, i promise to eat vegetable on the 15th of every month.

Ti Gong Po Bi

2007-02-01T20:03:00.000+08:00

I swear i am gona study hard and consistently from nxt year onwards. After Squeezing 6 months of PACC into 1 day, I realise its almost near impossible to score well from just " lin shi bao fuo jiao"-ing. Further more, squeezing so much information into your head all at once can really be confusing.

Had really great fun yesterday staying overnight at Zongwen's house. The black pepper chicken which is sold at a market near his house is really OMG-ly delicious. The most important thing is that it cost onli $4.50. Went to supermarket to buy some snacks and drinks before moving on to the study corner to study. Planned to mug like crazy but ended up studying for only 2 hours. Well, i would say you can't expect much from 2 guys studying together. haha..

Went off to west coast park at around 12am. Took picture of ourself lying in the middle of the road! (Lame i know) But doesn't matter. Its really fun and exciting. Especially when you are on a nature call + strong winds + gan chiong-ness when you see a car coming! It simply makes the pee wana come out more.

1 last paper before i resume Mapling. Its been a while since i last trained my character. Really miss those days training and chatting wif my friends inside maple. 6 more days to go!

2007-01-31T20:03:00.000+08:00

2 more exam to go and i will graduate from year 1. Left with Accounting and Statistics. I swear i will study consistently from next year onwards. Its really scary to squeeze 6 months of accounting into just 1 day. Information overload!! Will be staying overnight at Zongwen's house today to mug accounting. Its really fun mugging overnight at ZW's house. There's a park nearby, 24 hour coffee shop, 24 hour mac, study corner and supermarket which is all a few steps away from his house. Anyway shall not blog anymore. I'm short of time. Time to mug!

Anyway, do take care jes. Get well soon.

2007-01-30T20:05:00.000+08:00

Went to cut my hair today. My fringe's getting shorter and shorter. Every single trim the hair-dresser took on my fringe really upset me. You will simply be amazed by how slow my fringe crawl out from its root. It grew at a rate of about 1~1.5cm per MONTH. By comparing this rate wif Mr Gary Wong Chee Wai's, it would b a ratio of,

Nigel : Gary

2 : 5

To: The girl deep in my heart

Though i know its almost impossible to turn back time, still i wish that i can go back to the time when i was in secondary 1. I would say that's the happiest moment in my life. Due to my school being a new secondary school at that time, there were only 3 batch of students and most importantly 2 batch on fencers. I were in the second batch. I would never forget the 2 months of intensive training we had for the preparation of the official opening. Thats also the time when we realise our feelings for one another. It was through the preparation that makes me realise what true teamworks mean. It was the enduring of hardship, encouraging of one another that makes the tiring training worthwhile and most importantly, you were there.. Our relationship slowly advances since then. Although others may see our relationship as one that is of "close friend" rather than "boyfriend-girlfriend" due to the fact that we only went out on a date once throughout the whole year of being together, still i know my feeling towards you is no lesser than any mature couples.I would never forget the 1st time we went out on a date. We went to Pasir Ris Park for a walk after which u gave me an ornament made of glass with both our name. It was no doubt the best present i've ever received in my life. You even made sushi for me. It was a simple yet happiest and most romantic date i ever had. I remember what happened next as clearly as it just happened yesterday. The pedestrain light turned GREEN and I make sure that the double decker bus stopped before i step on the paddle. But just as the bicycle started moving, the bus moved too. It knocked my albow causing me to lose control of the bike. I quickly place my leg on the floor to prevent the bike from falling and suddenly.. I felt a strong grip on my hand. I turned back and saw you crying in pain. I saw your leg under the bus tyre. Who would ever expect such a tragedy during our 1st date. How could i not blame myself for causing you to get hurt.Life's just unpredictable and full of unpleasant surprices. If you were to ever read this post, i would like to say. Thank you and sorry...

2007-01-29T23:14:00.000+08:00

Hm.. My 1st post.. Alright shall start with had i've done today. Woke up at 11.30 despite agreeing on meeting my mugmates at 12. But, i'm not exactly that late if you come to realise that my friends living in the north n west has this habit of reaching NOT less than 1 hour late and just as i expected, No one reached ON TIME except for jessica. Due to me being a person of high internal locus of control, i shall blame no one but myself for being late. SORRY JES!

The mugging session today was quite efficient i would say. Everything's linked up so smoothly in econs.

(decrease in tax -> increase in disposable income -> increase in consumption -> upward shift of aggregate expenditure curve -> increase income by a multiple )

(decrease in reserve requirement ratio -> increase in money supply -> decrease in interest rate -> increase in invesment -> increase in aggregate expenditure -> increase income by a multiple )

AND

The most interesting part is how banks go about making money. If you wana noe please go take up econs. I wouldnt want to make the 1st post in my blog so dry. Sorry to anyone whose interested.

Well then, time to mug.